fragile
furious
free

A・MAGNETISM serene
21. sfv, CA. ISTJ, UCIの四年生.

I took the stars from our eyes,
and then I made a map
And knew that somehow
I could find my way back
Then I heard your heart beating, you were in the darkness too
So I stayed in the darkness
with you



死んだように生きないで。
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today i logged into livejournal again

"I was running again along the path, next to the alder bushes. I felt that I had bathed in another’s grief, that I was radiant with his tears. The feeling was a happy one, which I have since experienced only rarely: at the sight of a bowed tree, a pierced glove, a horse’s eye. It was happy because it had a harmonious flow. It was happy as any movement or radiance is happy. I had once been splintered into a million beings and objects. Today I am one; tomorrow I shall splinter again. And thus everything in the world decants and modulates. That day I was on the crest of a wave. I knew that all my surroundings were notes of one and the same harmony, knew—secretly—the source and the inevitable resolution of the sounds assembled for an instant, and the new chord that would be engendered by each of the dispersing notes. My soul’s musical ear knew and comprehended everything."

Vladimir Nabokov, “Sounds”
From The Stories of Vladimir Nabokov

Literacy Privilege: How I Learned to Check Mine Instead of Making Fun of People’s Grammar on the Internet

It feels like the author’s point should be common sense, but much like many forms of privilege or oppression we’ve unconsciously internalized, it’s good to get checked. A very worthy read.

(via loveyourchaos)

"

..This life
is built almost entirely
of love

and losing,

isn’t it?

"

Andrea Gibson (Somewhere, A Carpenter)

(Source: ignite-my-veins, via loveyourchaos)

"

If I never see you again
I will always carry you
inside
outside

on my fingertips
and at brain edges

and in centers
centers
of what I am of
what remains

"

Charles Bukowski